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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

1st day of Mid Year paper/Change

天,乌云密布
雨,噼里啪啦
风,狂呼咆哮
我,埋头考试

感觉一切都是如此的不真实
仿佛下一刻就会失去这一切

喜欢注视着风雨交加的场景
多想站在雨中不顾一切呐喊
放任自己抛掉矜持找回自我

English paper1 part2 didn't finish ... ;(
English paper2 have not done well... ;(

Saw SuHui at bus interchange when my bus came...
It has been 2 years since I saw her at sec1...
She changed and not as violent as last time... xp
yeah,everyone will change after growing up...


月儿萧萧
雁已去了
长风送秋草
草儿摇 草儿摇
断肠相思情难了
人何在 情何在
爱在心中口难开
情何在 人何在
地陷天塌爱不改
漫天的悲秋
漫天的喜来

Sunday, April 19, 2009

AQ celebration




I went to Mr Gabriel's house for AQ celebration last night...
WeiLong and Nijel were the earliest,then follow by me,KangShuo,Mr Kang & Mr Or,ShengXian,KaiWen,JiaCuen&ChengXiang&JianLin,and lastly,Mr Samuel...
We were supposed to reach Mr Gabriel's house by 6pm,but ShengXian,KaiWen,JiaCuen,ChengXiang and JianLin were late...
All of them,except KaiWen who has a valid reason, were being lectured by Mr Kang...
Especially the last three jokers who went to fishing...-.-

Mr Or told us that there were three stations to be completed by us...
Steamboat,BBQ and Pizza...
It sounds like a race...
We had a lot of fun time over there,especially with Mr Or...
He kept joking around with Mr Kang and WeiLong they all...
When Mr Kang was lecturing the boys,Mr Or went to BBQ and kept on giving Mr Kang all the food...
The funniest part is the TV game...
Mr Or dun know how to play those TV games and lost quite a lot of times...
Then everyone was laughing uncontrollable...
That time my stomach was very full...
I nearly vomited out everything due to laughing...-.-''

Then we had an AQ debrief...
It made me feel so guilty again as the part which I lost my helmet was memtioned again... :(
We also discussed about how to improve the AQ training for the next AQ...
All the sec3s suggested to have AQ training earlier...
Goodluck to next batch of AQ boys,because Mr Samuel is coming back to train them...
Mr Or even suggested Mr Samuel to be the CC for the next March Training Camp...
Lucky we were not involved in any of those events anymore... :)
We also concluded that our navigation & topographic skill is poor,hence Mr Samuel suggested to put all the AQ boys inside jungle to train them...-.-
If there is AQ next year,Mr Kang would be conducting an AQ boys selection...
It means that even those boys who are in the AQ team this year may not have the chance to participate next year...
I would like to wish them all the best for the selection...

We left Mr Gabriel's house around 9.50pm...
All the boys except JianLin,went to cross the big field where the ground was very soft...
One joker carried his AQ training bag which still had a 1.5 litre waterbottle inside...-.-
Then we used the water inside to wash our legs after we crossed the field...
We departed at different places,only ChengXiang was taking bus 859 with me...

This celebration marks the end of AQ 2009...

心痛敲打着我的胸口,
我以为我可以的,
但是很多事都难以预料,
多么希望那最后一刻,
依然遥远...

原谅我的不辞而去,
并不是我故意,
是我不忍心,
看你的眼神...
对你的思念,
就像风筝断了线,
会有天使替我来爱你...

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Happy Birthday...

虽然知道你看不到这篇日志,看不到我的祝福,但是我还是想说:

祝你生日快乐~!

整整一年了,你音讯全无...
我想知道到底怎么了...
我想问,可是却又不敢问...
电话握在手中好似千钧重...




多久了沒有你的消息
上一封简讯是星期几
又错過了与你的约定
对不起真的不是故意

Friday, April 10, 2009

The God,our Lord??


(Timo's hands are full of dragonflies which can balance themselves on their own...)



I go to church this afternoon...
To prepare some dragonflies to sell during this Easter Sunday...
All the money we get will be contributed to our BB week...
Before the preparation,we ate 16 pizzas with the church youths...
And we also have some games with them...
They are really friendly and supportive... ;D


Tmr will be celebrating birthdays for all April babies in school as well as having Inline Skating...
There is still games with church youths after that,so I will be backed home hopefully around 6.30pm... T.T


I will be handing my BB week collection to Mr Or tmr...
The total amount I've collected is $110...
However,there are still some people I have not collected money from them...
It's not because I have forgotten them,but because of something which made me felt no mood for anything except AQ...
Now AQ is over, and nothing I will bother anymore...


As I grow older, I start to believe lesser in ghosts or immortal beings...
I am like a free thinker, has no believe in anything...
Everytime I go to church, there is always something that will interest me...
To be honest, I learnt a lot of things from church after being to church for quite a lot times...
I am getting more curious about the bible and The God...
Is it by coincidence that I came to Singapore and become a boy in The Boys's Brigade??


Anyway I want to thank the following friends for ur kind donations...
MengChen,LiJun,Amelia,YunJing,JianWei,Ravindran,Emily,Kenneth,CaiJing,ZhiYan,SinYee,TsePin,YuHong,
Amanda Chang,Shermin Ong,Erwin,JingRong,ZhenQuan,PeiMin,GeeLam,Luisa,Martin,Daryl,
MiaoQi,JiaXun,Afiq,Alif,Amanda Tan,WeiXuan,YunTing,Natassja,HuiMin C,JiaYue,Bryan,JiaHui and church people...
Thanks for all of ur kindness... ;D
Last but not least, I will like to wish everyone an enjoyable Good Friday!!!




你说你的世界已被大水淹没,
而我就像一只孤舟漂浮其中,
迷失了方向,不知何去何从...

Sunday, April 05, 2009

When dreams come true...



5th position!!!!
That's very surprising and amazing!!!
Thanks to WeiLong,ShengXian,JiaCuen and those who have supported us!! ;D
Without you all, my dreams wont come true yesterday...

We woke up around 2.30 am yesterday...
My bag was spoiled when we were going to aboard the bus...
Therefore, I used Sherman's bag,but I left my whistle which is part of the AQ items in the spoilt bag... :(
That's the first thing I screw up... :(
We reached BB HQ around 4.15 am...
We started the race from Kim Seng Park around 6.30am...
There were total 120 AQ teams participate in this year's AQ...
It's very crowded and chaotic when 480 boys running at the same time along the Singapore river...
We(team 016) lost sight of YonJun's team(team 074) at the beginning althought we were standing very near to each other at the starting line...


After passed the first check point at Liang Court, we went into Fort Canning Park for Micro-navigation...
My team wasted a lot of energy and time for finding Keramat which is the 3rd check point for the navigation...
When we left the Fort Canning Park,day dawned...
We kept running after that...
We ran pass Esplanade,Floating platform and Singapore flyer...
Untill we reached the Kalang Water Sport Centre whereby we needed to separate into twos for soccer and kayaking...
WeiLong and JiaCuen went to Cage for soccer while ShengXian and I went to Kayaking...
WeiLong and JiaCuen finished their soccer very fast,but I wasted a lot of time for kayaking...
It's because I have not been kayaking for 2 years,hence I forgot everything about kayaking...
ShengXian had to wait for me before we got the other half of sudoku plastic sheet...
At the end,we took 45 mins at the kayaking check point and we left the checkpoint around 8.30 am...
It's my fault again...
That's the second time I screw up... :(


However,we were told that we were the 5th team that left the kayaking station...
Then we ran to Katong park for our Archery...
ShengXian and I were shooting at this checkpoint...
We needed to shoot 3 black circles with 6 arrows,and each circle must have 1 arrow on it...
First round,we only managed to shoot 1 circle ,hence we needed to re-queue...
2nd round,we shot 2 circles and missed the last circle...
3rd round,we finally shot all the three circles...
There was one team which came to archery checkpoint as the 2nd team,but they tried 7 rounds in order to get out from the checkpoint...
We rushed to the next checkpoint at the East coast park which is the bicycle pickup point too...
It was when I realised that I had left my bicycle helmet at the archery checkpoint which was 1km away...
Without any further hesitation,WeiLong put down his bag and his helmet, and told us that we would be seeing him doing stunt...
Then he ran back to the previous checkpoint alone...
To went back and came back he took less than 10 mins and which is 2km distance ,somemore he was really tired...
It made me felt so guilty and I admired him a lot...
Though he was really fast, but we still been overtook by 4 teams at that time...
And we dropped from 7th postion to 11th position which really upset us...
That's the 3rd thing I had screw up which was the biggest mistake I had made in this race... D;


We cycled all the way from East Coast Park to the Bedok Park connector...
For the cycling park, my mind was totally switched off, I dunno where we were heading to,I just followed WeiLong blindly...
Somemore I was feeling very sleepy when I was cycling...
I dozed off sometimes on the bicycle, it's really lucky that WeiLong kept shouting at me when I was lagging behind...
However I just couldn't stop my eyelids from closing,therefore I kept slowing down my team...
That's the 4th thing I had screw up... :(
I knew it's all because I dun have enough sleep on friday night...
I was watching sec3 camp photos using Nijel's handphone...


We cycled along the Bedok Park connector untill we reached the Bedok Reservoir...
There was a time when we cycled to a curved road,JiaCuen nv slowed down his speed,hence his bicycle bumped onto a pole...
I was behind him, and I saw him being throw out from his bicycle...
I was so shocked,but he quickly picked up his bicycle and get on to his bicycle...
He asked me to continued the race like nothing had happened...
And I was very surprised that both he and his bicycle were not injured... -.-


During the cycling part, there were a few teams which had boys who couldn't continue cycling due to leg cramp...
Thus we were being able to overtook them...
We dropped our bicycles at the Bedok Reservoir Carpark together with another team...
We wanted to sprint to the Springfield secondary school which is the end point of the whole race,but we had no more strength to do that and we had no choice but to see the other team ran pass us...
We saw there was no more teams behind us,hence we slowly walk to the school though ShengXian wanted us to run...
When we reached the school ,then we knew that we were the FIFTH team to reach the end point... XD
We took around 4hrs 15 mins to complete the whole race...
However we were told that the first team was backed 1 hr earlier than us...


YonJun's team was 33rd position because of the Fort Canning Park...
YonJun's team was at 80 plus position when they reached the archery checkpoint,but they overtook 40plus teams at that checkpoint which was a great achievement... :)


WeiLong lied to SJAB people and told them that we were disqualified because we lost our route card and we were sent back by ambulance due to leg cramp...
YiQian was super angry when she knew that she was been cheated...
Mr Kang sacrificed his boy,Ong WeiLong on the bus and WeiLong was pinched by YiQian... XD
We alighted the bus at Yishun MRT station...
Then we decided to have our dinner at KFC...
Besides all the AQ boys,Mr Kang,Mr Gabriel and Timothy were there too...
We saw SJAB people having their dinner there also...
KaiWen kept laughing because of WeiLong,Timothy and Nijel...
Poor KaiWen could not finish his food properly...
When KaiWen laughed,he would turn his head and spurted out his food in his mouth,then WeiLong who was sitting beside him everytime get all the food on the face and the shirt...
Then YiQian's laughters came to us, we all laughed like mad which included Mr Kang and Mr Gabriel... ;D
We had a super fun time at the KFC...
Then we left KFC around 8pm...



This is the last AQ I could participate,
and I really left with no regret... :)
Goodbye AQ 2009...



终于结束了,
梦想成真的感觉真好...
我会把记忆留下来,
不论是那些痛或泪,
至少我曾经历过,
那就没有遗憾了...

Friday, April 03, 2009

AQ2009...

I am so glad that WeiLong is able to go for AQ... XD
Tonight will be sleeping in school,together with SJAB people just like last year...
It's because tmr is wat I have been waiting for...
AQ2009!!
;D
It has been so long since last year 4th April,
yet I wait and wait and wait...
Finally it comes again...
This time I will leave NO regret!

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Nervous?Excited?

ONE week before AQ...
My legs are still painful sometimes,
but I think I can endure through the whole race...
For the next whole week, I will be preparing all the AQ items...
Erm, why is that so?
It's because I am one of the logistic NCOs...T.T

I am still worry about my legs...
Besides that, I am also worry about WeiLong and JiaCuen...
WeiLong's backbone is still recovering,but he like to play basketball ...
JiaCuen is not fit enough...
Wat can I do??
Am I going to be in tears again??

Term1 results are very bad...
I wan to improve my results!!!!!
But the problem is how??
How am I going to improve?????



我以为心里装了点东西,
走起路来会比较踏实...
没想到走了一段路之后,
突然发觉心里还是空荡荡的...
我竟忘了,
是否曾经在心里,
装过任何东西...
或者我装错了?

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Disappointment...

MTC was overed...
Somehow I was very disappointed by the camp at the very last day...
I lost my spoon during the camp, but I am very lucky to find my towels and mug back today...

Many holiday homeworks are untouched...
I know I need to get them done as soon as possible,as I will be quite busy for the next few days...

I dunno why...
Everything turned upside down...
I was disappointed by a lot of things and people...
I found nothing reliable to me...


Childhood was gone...
Confidence was gone...
Xiao Bai was gone...
happiness was gone...
Everything was gone...
Left me lonely in the dark...

Friday, March 13, 2009

March holiday is coming...







Two days of BC days are so boring...
Constructing PET rockets and lauched them...
Finally everything is over and we have our March holiday!!!!


I kept sneeze yesterday...
then I had a headache and running nose this morning...
When I reached school the running nose became stuffy nose...
And I felt a bit dizzy too...
I think I was infected by my brother who had cough since last week...
Tomorrow is March Training Camp already,but I fall sick today...
I wan to go for the camp no matter wat happens...
It's because I have spent a lot of time planning and preparing for this camp...
Therefore I hope I will be recovered by tomorrow...




每个人都有一个不能触碰的极限,
而我的极限就是伤害我关心的人...
说出去的话就像泼出去的水,
永远收不回...


有些话不说出口,
不代表理亏、无言以对,
而是失望的表现,
觉得解释已毫无意义...

Monday, March 09, 2009

I failed...

Wat's the point for playing games and gain nothing?
Wat's the point for using computer when homework is not done?

Enough...
That's enough of slack and nonsense from me!!
I will use computer lesser time now with the effect from today...
Many things that I used to do everyday will not be doing anymore too...
I want to focus on my study now...

I kept on failing my Eng, SS and Geo since the beginning of the year...
Today I failed my Physics...
I know I will never pass those subjects if I keep on slacking...
So it's time for me to wake up, though it's quite late...



If there is a problem,
Solve it!!
If there isn't any problem,
Find it!!

Saturday, March 07, 2009

Life as usual?

Made by Amelia...
All these three green roses were made by Amelia...
Nice right?
But they were cut from my foams which was bought for making the cones of PET rocket...
Initially, I wanted to paste the roses on my PET rocket,but Amelia objected strongly,so I just brought the roses home yesterday...



Today is Master parade again...
As usual,we have our uniform inspection for selecting the Best Dress...
I am so lucky to be selected as the Best Dress for the month...
But then I need to wear it during the March Training Camp too,which is from next Saturday to next next Monday...
It also means my uniform must be tip-top condition at all times...
As you can see from above, the guy in the first photo is our DN for today,Cai XinChen...
He will be the Chairman for the March Training Camp...
Good Luck to him...

Some funny things happen during CD lesson...
Mr Tan asks us to write out some words or things that we do or say will hurt people...
Jasiel comes out with these:
Your father so handsome and your mother so pretty,why are you like
that?
Shut your ass hole without a hole!
LiWei says:
You suck!
You are a piece of shit!
There is also words and things that we do or say will build up people...
and those are very common, such as Good job! You can do it!We will excel!
We celebrate March babies' birthday today too...
One again, I celebrate my birthday as I am one of the March babies...
Mr Ong is also one of the March babies...
I feel so tense to stand beside him and cut the big cake with him...
Lastly,ONE week left before MTC starts...
It's overed...
I rather believe that you are busy
than you forgot about me...
Though one year had past...
Eveytime this feeling makes me upset...

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

19th B'day...

A very great THANK YOU to Joanna,Emily,Ruilin,Yiqian,Kimpeng,Bohong,Jiamin,Huishi Jinjyue,Jiawei and all the 3E7 classmates!!!
Thank you for giving me a memorable and unforgettable birthday... ^-^

Joanna and Emily typed Happy Birthday to me last night...
This morning 12am,Ruilin sent Happy Birthday to me...(So sorry for keep asking u to sleep...Hope u will be happy too...)
Then follow by Yiqian and Kimpeng's messages...I was surprised to receive them,thank you for remember my birthday... XD
I was even more surprised to hear Bohong saying Happy Birthday to me when I walked pass him this morning...Dunno how he get to know my birthday...

Special thanks to Jiahui ,Kimpeng and 3E7 classmates...
Jiahui:Thank you for the chocolate... ;D
Kimpeng:Thank you for the Birthday letter... ;D
3E7 classmates:Thank you for all ur signatures and birthday wishes... ;D



Dunno wat had happened,
she just forgot about me...
I thought our friendship would last forever...
Do u know that
I am still waiting for ur Happy Birthday...

Sunday, February 22, 2009

PAIN...

AQ is getting nearer and nearer, but suddenly I found myself not fit enough to go for AQ...
The thing that I worried most is still there and it seemed getting worse last month...
I can feel it...

This week ,I started to feel the inner pain of my left leg and I hope it doesn't last too long...
I want NO more regret for AQ!!

I was suffering from stomach disorder for the past few days, and it has not recovered yet...
I find myself eatting lesser and lesser now due to the stomach disorder...
(Here,I want to thank Hadi for caring me when I was having stomach disorder for the first day...)
To Hadi: Erm,I will try to drink some yakult one day,but not now...haha.. XD

I thought I am able to go back to China this year,but somehow it just fell through...



被愁云笼罩的天空,
看不到一丝曙光...
无声的呐喊,
终被撕心裂肺的疼痛
所覆盖...

Friday, February 13, 2009

Sec3 Oversea Advanture Camp!!

It's a 4 day 3 night camp...
First day,I spoiled my spectacle on my way to Kota Rainforest Resort, Kota Tinggi , Johor , Malaysia... T.T

Joseph was stuck at the Singapore custom, as his PR was expired...

The two instrucors for our class are Patrick and Lary...

We had Project Teamtanic(lake rafting) ,low rope course ,seesaw thing and jungle night confidence trek...

We had tyre flow down the stream , jetty jump and Pelepah waterfall expedition for the second day...

We slept in the tent for the first two days and I was sleeping with Daryl,YuHong and ZhenQuan in the same tent...

We shifted all our bags into chalets on the third day morning before our dear Timo came to join us for the Mount Panti expedition...

The whole third day was spent on the mountain...

It's very hard for me to climb the mountain with the super heavy expetition bag...

I managed to climb to the summit of the mountain and had a bird's view on the landscape below the mountain...

It was very tiring after came down from the mountain...

Then we had Campfire at night...

Some problem occurred during our class performance and it was not well done...
I thought we could have done it better...
Anyway,it's over and I am backed to Singapore,backed to my home...


All the activities there were not as fun as the night I had spent in the chalet with all the boys in 3E7...



When I stepped into the room,they started to talk crap...

First is Daniel went emo outside of the room,then Joseph said that Daniel was too smelly...

After that,Daniel came inside of the room and he switched off the light when Hadi was bathing inside the toilet...

When Hadi asked for his towel, Daniel picked up the small mat outside the toilet and handed it to Hadi...

Hadi ended his bathing after I gave him his towel...

Then Daniel went inside the toilet with the small mat,as he wanted to use it as towel...

Hadi searched the whole room for the small mat to dry his feet,but he couldn't find it,because he dunno that someone had took it into the toilet...;D

Hadi took his revenge by switching off the power of water heater while Daniel was still bathing...

Besides all that,Joseph and Alif also kept gaying with each other...

I laughed until my stomach ache and my tears came out...

At the end, Joseph,Alif,Hadi and Timo were sleeping on the double bed...

Daniel and TsePin were sleeping on the other bed,while YuHong,ZhenQuan,Daryl and I were sleeping on the floor...


We had fun untill around 2am,then we all slept...

If I am not wrong,I was the last one to sleep...


I set the alarm on Joseph's watch,but it didn't wake us up by 6 am this morning...

Instead,I was woken up by Kenneth who was knocking on the door and told me that the time was 7 o'clock...
(PS. I thought that guy was an AI,I am so sorry,Kenneth..And thanks for waking us up,thank you very much!! :D)

I was frozen at that moment...

Then we all rushed down to the carpark without brushing teeth...(I think Hadi and Alif brushed their teeth)

My class got the prize for best class identity...

And then we all went back in two separated buses...

The small bus break down on it's way backed,so everyone squeezed in the big bus...(someone drowned then...xp)



A good news to share here: next Monday no need to wear BB day dress even though it is Total Defence Day... YEAH!!!! XD



A bad news to share here: tmr I will still be going for parade although it's valentine's day...T.T





After all,all my friends are still safe,

what more can I ask for??


I know I am very irritating sometimes,

I know I am always been ineloquence,

I know I am always very timid...

You can ignore me,

you can stay away from me,

you can treat me as transparent...

Saturday, February 07, 2009

该来的...来了...

My China buddy will leave Singapore tmr morning...
We bid farewell to each other yesterday afternoon around 4.10...
Although we have a big age gap, we are on good terms for the past 5 days...
He gave me a cap as present...

Next Tuesday will be the first day for sec3 camp...
I feel so tense,but not because I like the camp...
I HATE IT! I HATE IT!
I need to buy camp items over the weekend...

Recently, I think I am bored...
So I played reversi with Tudi at night...
I have been wining for the past few days...
However I lost to her last night...
Not because I let her won,
it's just that I was not focused enough and she has improved... ;D

Study is giving me pressure,
CCA also giving me pressure...
I am on the way to become crazy...


一开始就是如此孤独,
短暂的热闹毫无作用,
到头来我比谁都清楚,
回家的路还是一个人...

深海的孤独(日文版歌词翻译)

谁能令我知晓,悲伤的意义?

曾经以为闭上双眼,就看不到所有的哀痛,
似乎盲目的拒绝柔情,就无所谓什么是受伤,
悼念那早已被埋没的温柔声线,
此时此刻此地,在这名为心胸的辽阔的海原。

飞逝而去的往昔记忆之中,
是谁在呼唤?
仿佛在质问、在追寻,将这悲伤唤回手中的瞬间,
而永生不再的此刻,
我却只想留下妳的身影,于我的视线。

远方闪耀着静谧柔和的光芒,那是船儿彷徨的方向,
满载着汹涌的叹息,被吞没在心中的浪涛上,
本以为已经忘记温柔的意义,
却为何,迷失在这片湛蓝深黯的海洋。

漾起无法平息的水波,
生命之舟徘徊着航行,
即使连那启明的星辰也失去了光芒,我依旧乘着波涛前进,
只为在这无际的暗幕之中,
在眼瞳深处刻下妳的身影。

那记忆中似曾相识的风平浪静,
那大海深处被埋葬的温柔的彼方。

未来彼此爱恋的那一天,
带着这不会被动摇的信念,
我会一直守候,
在这悲伤回到我的手中之前,
而永生不再的此刻,
我却只想留下妳的身影,于我的视线。


译者感受:逝者远去,所留下的,是想保护的人和被保护的人,只是想保护的人化作了无奈的思念,被保护的人划下了狰狞的伤口,本以为已经忘记温柔的意义……自欺的理由再一次在现实面前支离破碎,那束躺在没有钥匙的日记本中的头发依旧留存着她青春的光泽,似乎还依稀能感受到她那唯一能平息我的狂野的温度。但那份谁也夺不走的温柔化作了血和泪,夹杂进彷徨的雨,当久违的思绪再一次被歌声勾起,当尘封的记忆再一次掠过眼前,当刻骨的痛苦再一次涌上心头,用僵硬的手翻译着句句锥心的歌词,耳边是基拉漂浮在冰冷的宇宙里,用颤抖的双唇说出的话语:“我们……为何……走到这一步?我们的……世界啊……”

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

深海的孤独(中文版歌词)

能否感觉 深海的思念?

闭上双眼 能否就 看不见 海那边滚滚升起的硝烟?
松开双手 能否也 遗忘那 注定战火中湮灭的相恋?
冥冥之中的相见 海风弥漫的微咸
追随瓶中的碎片 我的眷恋

再看不见 那瞳中红焰 照亮黑夜 融化我心中冰坚
再听不见 那温柔声线 拢我双肩 说守护我的誓言
无法再次重现的画面
我沉没深海的心田 仅存你容颜

再睁开眼 是否就 看得见 海尽头蔚蓝纯净的世界?
张开双手 可能够 触碰到 从未曾奢望拥有的幸福?
永恒之中的离别 漫天白雪的轻舞
融入海浪的琴弦 我的思念

无法实现 许下的诺言 冰冷刺骨 是深海的孤独
短暂的喜悦 转瞬不见 命运深处 是我心无尽悲苦
连生命最后爱你的语言
也随眼角滑落泪水 消失不见

为什么 由一生的伤悲 换不来这份爱兑现?
为什么 这残酷的世界 让我们相恋却不能再见?

蓝天是鸟儿翱翔的世界
深海的我 却无法再看见
终有一天在时空的尽边
海天相接
经时间淘洗的岁月
你的脑海还会否浮现 那张被你深埋深海
曾美丽的脸?

Thursday, January 29, 2009

I hate M.T.!!!!

This morning woke up at 4am to continue with my Chinese news paper report...
I wrote about the CNY concert in YTSS...
I would like to thank Amanda Chang,CaiJing,JiaWei and Tudi for their contributions to my interviews!!!
I wrote 900+ words for the report...
I am so sleepy today that I fell asleep during morning assembly,Geo&SS and MT ...
Something is not right with my body,so I nv went down to eat during recess...
I had a bad feeling about it...

Sec3 camp is getting nearer and nearer...
Next week there will be some students come from BeiJing,China...
MT has resumed the reading programme for us,I hate it!!!


时间有限,
人生苦短...

Friday, January 23, 2009

The summary of the week...

During the VIP lesson on Monday, we were divided into groups to write out proposal for the coming Community Heart Day...
I and Hadi joined MengChen's group. I wrote "an important date" inside MengChen's stardate,then she and Amelia also wrote a few "important dates" inside my stardate...In addition,Amelia wrote “ZHANG HUI笨蛋” in my stardate too...
And that's not the end...
YunJing and MengChen kept on pulling Hadi and my shoe lace,just like two crazy girls who just came out from mental hospital...xp
There was no school on Tuesday,so I thought there would not be having any AQ training...
The truth proved that I was wrong...
We had AQ training at 9am...
The school was very quiet when we were having AQ training in the parade square...
That was the slackest AQ training I had...
We trained one circuit and then went to play basketball outside the school...
The weather was very hot...
You can see that our dear Nijel fell down in the first picture,but no one seemed care about it...xp
We had a lunch at the north point after the game...
Wednesday's PE lesson was the most terrible lesson I had...
We had three rounds of frog jump for the lesson...
It made everyone's legs pained for the next two days...T.T
I think the boys suffered the most...
Because the boys completed all three rounds of frog jump(some slacked during the frog jump,e.g. Timothy),while the girls only completed around half for each round...
Thursday was the most unlucky day...
We had E Maths class test and English composition test...
I thought E Maths test would be quite easy and it wouldn't be a problem to me...
However, I was totally disappointed by the test...
As out of 30 marks,I left around 15 marks undone...T.T
And for those questions that I had done,I was very confirmed that there would be some mistakes inside...
Timothy said that he might get below 5marks for the test...
The composition writing was badly done too,because I was rushing for the ending part due to time constraint...
We were informed that there would be an A Maths test next thursday...
I can feel the stress...
I said something wrong and bad to MengChen at the Thursday night...
She was angry with me today...
It turned out to become worst today,she said, "她要跟我绝交”...
It sounds familiar to me as Pua SinYee had said it for many many times...=.=''
The Chinese New Year Celebration was postponed to next Wednesday and we still needed to attend lessons for next Wednesday...T.T
I felt shameful during the last lesson,as I just couldn't keep myself awake for the last lesson...=.=''
I had AQ training after school...
I couldn't run for the training as my legs are very painful due to the frog jump on Wednesday...=.=
As usual,we had circuit training after 10 rounds of running...
Mr Kang came down today...
We had a basketball match in a team of three...
Although I dun like basketball, but I managed to score today...
Wow...I could feel a sense of achievement... XD
Here I am,
Wish everyone a
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! ;D

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Day after day...

Firstly,I wanted to celebrate that I had done all my holiday assignments by yesterday....wow...
It's surprise to myself that I managed to write out the 650 words SS essay using the whole recess+lunch time and maths lessons...
I worked really hard yesterday to complete my essay,because I dun wan to entertain the whole class during SS lesson or Geo lesson...

Today have a fun time in Physics lesson...
Suddenly, I find that Physics is the most interesting lesson among all the subjects...
I was laughing till stomach ache and my tears were come out too...
Mr Wee is so CUTE!!!! xp
I have double English at the last two lessons...
And of course,I fell asleep again...-.-
I am not purposely wan to sleep in class...
However, I had only two hrs of sleeping time on Sunday night...
It's due to the SS holiday assignments...

Afternoon,I am supposed to have AQ training...
But we need to pack the BB room and take down all the posters from the canteen tables and the walls...
We get everything done around 3.45pm...
We had a crazy game in the BB room...
Everyone screamed and shouted like mad...
I am also one of them...
Too much shouting caused my throat to be very dry...
We stopped the game when a teacher came in to tell us that it is not safe to play that game inside BB room...=.="

When we(exclude me) started to bully the sec 2s, Cinderella and some of the chinese dance girls were watching...
We(exclude me again) threw KaiWen inside the big blue dustbin and carried JianLin around with two balls inside his shirt(I am not going to describe it in detail,as u can imagine that..=.='')...

The blue tack that we collected from the posters was made into something very disgusting by our Timothy John Toriano(sorry Timo,if I spell it wrongly)...xp

When I was going back,
I saw Tudi looked smartly with her band uniform...
She was carring her tuba(if I'm not wrong), standing emotionless at the car park...
Jiayou Tudi~ ^_^

Eat ice-cream again when I was backed to home...
" Haha...Ice,do u see this???" xp


不论你选择的是哪一条路,
我都会毫不犹豫地跟随你...
因为我们的目的地是一样的,
都是在幸福的终点站...