XiaoXinXin...

One and a half year has passed...
I thought u had forgotten about me...
First is ur msn messenger account,
then follow by ur handphone number...
When I realised that I had lost ur contacts,it's alr too late...

I asked Vivian and YeanTeng about you,
but still couldn't find u...
I even found ur blog through Vivian's blog,
but it's closed...
Everytime when I talked to GuoMao,
he also told me that he had nv seen u for a long time...

Even I knew that ur handphone number had changed,
but I still sent u a sms during ur birthday this year...
I have a lot of questions in my mind,and I dunno who to ask...
Because only you can answer those questions...
Do you know how upset was I when I was having the thought of lossing u??
Do you know how regret was I when I thought that I could nv have the chance to cook noodle for u?

I am really really very very very HAPPY to see ur tags!!!! XD
Now I give u my handphone number,please take it down and msg me immediately when u see this post!
91643965
Thank you for rmb me~ ;)
XiaoBai MISS you LOTS!!!!!




如果丢失,
是为找回;
离别是为邂逅;
再见之后,
会遇到你好!

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HOWHOWHOW ARE YOUYOUYOU ? XIAOBAI !! ): MUST REPLY MY TAG HORH ! . I'll tag you when im free .. Im so stress with my schoolwork ): 15 Aug 09 07:52

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I am not ok... ;(
Jiayou for ur schoolwork... :)

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HOPE YOU NVR FORGET . BESTFRIEND :D 15 Aug 09 07:51

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I have nv forget...

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STILL RMB ME OR NOT ? ): 15 Aug 09 07:51

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How can I forget!?

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I COULDNT CONTACT YOU ): 15 Aug 09 07:50

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I thought u have forgotten about me... ;(

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LOL . I FEEL SO GUILTY ): 15 Aug 09 07:50

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I am so happy to see ur tag... XD

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HAPPYBIRTHDAY :D 15 Aug 09 07:50

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Thank you! XD
Happy Belated Birthday too~!XD

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I WANT YOUR TAG BOX TO BE FULL OF MY TAG ! 15 Aug 09 07:50

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Thank you!XD

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XIAOBAIIIIIIII !!! 15 Aug 09 07:50

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I have nv heard of this name for very super long time alr... ;)

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hope you do well for your olevels nxt year ! (: GOODLUCK TO YOU ! ^^ 15 Aug 09 07:49

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Thankyou, hope u will do well too...XD

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MISSYOU ALOT ^^ 15 Aug 09 07:49

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Me too!! ^^

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DONT FORGET HORH ! 15 Aug 09 07:49

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Yup!I won't forget! :]

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MUST REPLY THE TAG ! 15 Aug 09 07:49

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Tags replied! :)

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so funnnnnnnnnnnn ! 15 Aug 09 07:49

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lol! XD

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LOL . im spamming your tag box !! ^^ muahahahaha ! 15 Aug 09 07:49

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must reply the tag ahhhh ! when i free will come tag you (: must tkc of yourself ! ^^ 15 Aug 09 07:48

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Must reply early...
And take care too!! XD

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i went to many ppl's blog then saw your name . lol . anw , happy belated birthday (: 15 Aug 09 07:47

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Happy Belated Birthday too! XD

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sorry for not wishing you happybirthday ): i didnt know how to contact you then . i lost your no. ): sorryy , xiaobai .. hope you wont angry (: 15 Aug 09 07:47

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I nv angry,but I felt very sad for the past 1 and half years...
I thought u were angry with me or had forgotten about me... ;(
Do you know how happy I am now to see ur tags?? ;)

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missyou lots ^^ 15 Aug 09 07:43

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Me too! XD

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for the birthday wish :D 15 Aug 09 07:43

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xiaobai , read your post . very touching :) ThankYou ^^

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Which post??

我愁...

我把心中的痛和泪，
深埋、深藏，
只偶尔回味一二...

我无法把伤痛掩饰无形，
也不想放任伤痛摧毁自己...

我期待的成长与现实差太多了，
一些不愿改变的事改变了，
一些不想失去的朋友离开了...

我的无助找不要援手，
我的心酸无处诉说...

承担的压力让我弯了腰，
流言的中伤使我很心痛，
失去的信任令我寒了心，
无意的取笑剩下心灰意冷的我...




沉默着，走了有多遥远
抬起头，蓦然间才发现
一直倒退，倒退到原点