Post-exam activity

It's very comfortable to feel the sea wind blowing gently on your face...
My class reaches Palawan Beach at around 9.30am...
We never build sand castle there...
All we did is to have free and easy time, and a treasure hunt planned by CaiJing,Theodore,Nathaniel and Divian...
My group wins a third prize for treasure hunt...
At the end of the trip,I only want to say that today's weather very good... ___________________________________________________

踏着细碎的沙子，
看着白色的浪花，
聆听海浪撞击海岸的声音，
一切是那么的安宁、舒适...

海风轻轻地吹，
却吹不走思绪，
心依然乱...
在海的彼岸，
是否有着属于我的岛屿？


风，
可以把我的孤独稀释；
风，
可以让我逃避，
逃避回忆的眼泪...

Relief...

At the end of today's lessons,I finally get to know all my EOY results...
It's lucky to pass my English...
Though other subjects all score badly,
but at least I pass my English...
With three A1 ,three C6 and one B4...
(English,Maths,Science,Chinese,Geography,History and Art)
I'm not sure whether shall I be glad or be sad...
Anyway,
the exam is over,
the holiday is coming...
Wish everyone enjoy the long holiday...


All the emotions you will be able to see
when the results are released...
I'm wondering why is there such thing
called "exam"?

Emptiness

上学的时候总想着放假...
放假的时候却茫然不知所措...

每天除了煮饭、吃饭、睡觉，就是游戏人生...
虽然游戏可以打发时间，
但却填补不了内心深处的空虚感...
梦晨同学说的对，
没有每时每刻都在做的事...
如若想忘掉不开心的事，
单靠利用其他事来吸引注意力
是远远不够的...

很无助，
心里的空虚要用什么来填补？
整个人空荡荡的...

理想需要抱负，
生命需要活力，
前进需要动力，
冒险需要勇气，
而我需要什么？

失去了-找不回，
做错了-补不回，
路过了-记不得，
走累了-停不得，
忘记了-剩什么？


What can I do
to fill up
the EMPTINESS
in my heart?
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(Special notes for Timothy:
sorry for posting Chinese post again,
I will try to post in English next time...)

T.T

T.T is not only meant for crying face,but also represents Time & Time...

It's not the first time I'm unable to finish my paper, and it will not be the last time too...
I think I have disappointed Mrs Tan again...
Since Sec 1, she knew that I can do well in Geography,but the problem was I just couldn't finish the paper on time...
I can still remember the phrase on top of my EOY Geography paper last year--"Poor Time Management"...
It goes the same for this year's Mid-year paper..."What happened to Q3?"
I'm wondering what phrase or sentence will be coming out on my Geography paper this time...

My Mother Tongue Mid-year paper1 letter writing also never finished on time...
I could see “不错”(Not bad) for my composition, but “可惜呐”(What a pity) for my letter writing...

It's hopeless for History tmr,I have the feeling...


No matter how hard I have tried,
I just couldn't do it...
Is it because of the way I think is different??
I'm too tired to think...

一半的牵挂...

曾说过的依然没变，
虽然没有以前那么执着，
不过你依旧是那一半牵挂...

你总把自己藏得很深，
让人看不透...

很想变成一个医生，
在你生病时让你及早痊愈...
很想变成一个魔术师，
在你难过时变魔术逗你笑...
很想变成一个面包师，
在你饥饿时烘出可口的面包...
很想变成一个无所不知的学者，
在你有疑难时给你满意的解答...

虽然很多时候，
明白你虽然表面很开心，
但是其实只是不希望别人担心罢了，
而我除了多逗你笑之外，
却什么也做不了。
我也知道我没有真正
能让你打从心底开心的本领，
但是我还是会继续尝试，
希望你会有真正开心的一天...

不喜欢看到你难过的脸，
不喜欢看到你伤心的语气，
不喜欢看到你沮丧的照片，
不喜欢听到你生病的消息，
不喜欢听到有关你的任何坏消息...

喜欢你的笑，

不论是微笑还是哈哈大笑...

喜欢你的淘气，

不论是真的还是装的...

喜欢你的表情，

不论是悠嘻猴还是粉猪猪...

我的心愿始终不变：
愿你健康、快乐、幸福~！

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抱歉，以下内容可能会勾起你的一些悲伤的过去...

从认识你到现在，

我总是傻乎乎的，

好像什么都不懂...

不过，

其实我也知道

你被爱伤得很深，

所以，

你也把自己藏得很深...

那些记忆都是刻骨铭心的，

我知道那是不能轻易淡忘的...

既然忘不掉，

何不把它们当作最好美好的回忆，

都收藏起来...

在你难过或寂寞时，

让它们给你带来甜蜜与快乐...

一次次地想安慰你，

却无法开口，

或许是我笨拙了点，

总怕说错话，

所以有时我选择保持沉默...

我很喜欢问你一大堆的问题，

不可否认，

只因我想更加了解你...

而你每次都只是一笑带过，

我也不敢追问，

因为相较于我的好奇心，

我更怕你的生气...

追寻幸福的道路上难免会有波折，

我也希望你会很幸福，

我相信所有关心你的人也是这么想的...

但我不希望你在追寻幸福的途中迷失了自我...

如果幸福，

请快乐并幸福着，

而非痛苦并幸福着...

偶感...

轻轻地、小心地
放下执着...
竟发现没有目标、
没有理想、
没有梦想
的自己，
不懂怎么继续前进，
开始渐渐堕落...

或许慢慢、慢慢从一开始走到最后，
当一切都结束后，
才能体会到最初的，
才最深刻...

拼命地去挽回，
又能挽回什么？
记忆是唯一还能珍惜的...
过去的就过去吧，
相信明天会更好...

抱着希望活下去，
好过在绝望中挣扎...


失去比从不曾拥有更幸福...
没有拥有过又懂得什么呢？
可能除了幸福，
也要学会祝福...

Bad Example...

Last night,I did art untill 12 o'clock, then I wake up at 2 am this morning to continue my art work...
I was still unable to finish art by 6am...
But lucky today dun have morning assembly and I was able to use the art lesson and language studies lesson to do my drawing...
I manage to finish my final piece by middle of the recess...
Dunno how long I had been drawing,my whole right arm is so painful...
And I still need to finish my D&T worksheet during recess,
so I starve for two lessons and about 30minuts of D&T make up lesson...
When I go to bicycle parking place to pick up my bicycle,
I find my bicyle is not locked properly this morning...
Fortunately,no one notice that...

I'm very sleepy during the last two lessons,
but I nv fall a sleep...
Maybe it's because of YiQian,Amanda Tan and Luisa's laughters...
or because of the Mean,Median and Mode song...
I have a fun Maths lesson today...


Last minute work
and last minute revision
are not preferable...
Lastly,sleep early
and have enough sleeping hours
are very imortant...

Am I giving up??

It's always so easy to encourage others,
while the same encouragements will be useless for ourselves...
Maybe that's why we need others to encourage us
and we need someone out there to support us,
to give us motivation...
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好不容易放假一天，
又是雨天...
阴暗的天空让人很压抑，
白茫茫的大雨让人心情很不爽...
Art,Science,D&T...
好多功课吖~
根本就不能专心...
越变越懒了...


you know there is a goal for you,
but you just can't concentrate...
Is it due to laziness??

Relaxation

Look out from the window...

There is BRIGHT SUN,BLUE SKY,WHITE CLOUDS AND FRESH AIR...

Take a deep breath，

I can feel the relaxation in my heart...

Promise...

Yesterday, I promised to Tudi that I will be happy...
However, I just fail my Language Studies Paper 3 today...
How am I going to be happy??
I am getting more worried about EOY now...
I am glad that Tudi is keeping her promise by sleeping early,
but how am I going to keep my promise??


承诺究竟值几分钱？

End of Year Holiday BB Schedule

18 October,Parade resume...
25 October,I have a First Aid Course to attend...(For First Aid badge stage 2)

1 November,Total Defence Presentation...(For the silver Total Defence badge)
8 November,I have to go for rope course...
14 November to 16 November,thers is a Drill camp for year1 to year3...(For Drill badge stage 2)
20 November,I need to attend Civil Defence Course...(For civil badge stage 2)
Around 22 November,there is a Leadership Development Camp 2...(For promotion next year)

6 December,I need to go for Sharity Gift Box...
13 December,Normal Parade...
From 18 December to 21 Decenber,there is another camp,called Youth Camp...(which includes Laser Quest)

Beside all the events above,I still have AQ training every week...
Half of my holiday is gone...T.T


如果累了，
是不是能休息一下呢？

累与痛...

也许是昨晚吃了太多油腻食物的缘故，今天心好痛...每一个深呼吸都痛彻心扉...
担惊受怕了一个上午，在下午的时候，终于开始了期待已久的今年的第一次魔鬼训练(因为星期二的训练取消了)...不过在训练的时候不懂怎么回事，竟然没怎么感觉到心痛...

跟以往一样，热身过后就是一大堆的古怪训练方法...budda clap,俯卧撑，superman 等等...
当被折磨地死去活来后，最可怕的长跑开始了...绕着学校的楼下跑完一圈是300米左右，我们一下子跑了20圈...在绕圈的时候总会在不同的地点看到梦晨同学和妙琪，梦晨同学还给我加油呢...XD
之后我们就去露天篮球场进行剩下的一些折磨人的训练...
等到一切都结束的时候，没想到长官竟然来了，而且让我们拖着疲惫的身躯在15分钟内跑完2.4千米（绕学校楼下跑8圈）...我在一开始还能勉强跑完4至5圈，剩下的3-4圈就开始觉得喘不过气来，有几次都想放弃，可是不知为什么还是坚持了下来...最后一圈的我感觉脚犹如铅石般沉重，胸口很闷，肚子也很痛...但是我还是在12分钟35秒内完成了2.4千米长跑...
休息了五分钟，可我的肚子还是很痛很痛，感觉整个脸火辣辣得烫... 整件衣服都被汗水湿透了...
而这还不是终结...最后的是captain ball...不论输赢都要做俯卧撑...全部人被分成了两组，不论哪组输了都要做50下俯卧撑，赢得组也要做25下俯卧撑...最终，我的组赢了，险胜：5比4...

随着游戏的结束，我们也能回家了（这时已经是7点多了）...
拖着疼痛的双脚，一步一步向巴士站迈去(还好我有先见之明，没有骑脚车，不然一定得累死在路上)...坐在巴士上，感觉永远都不想离开那个座位...


好累好累...
好痛好痛...

提前的中秋

今晚两家人又再次聚在一起庆祝即将到来的中秋佳节...

因为老爸星期天不能请假，所以只好提前庆祝中秋了...

这一餐吃得好丰盛噢~ XD

祝大家中秋快乐！！

Numero

Today 20 of us from 2E3 & 2E4 go for the Numero competition...
I am lucky to be one of the top 40 in the first session and is able to enter the second session...
However I do not manage to get into top 3 at the end...

This is what I get for the competition...

One of the boys from 2E4 manages to get a 3rd position and our total score beats all the other secondary schools...
It is a good news that our school gets champion for 2 years continuously...


当我们面对失败时，
不能沮丧，
不能妥协...
不论结局如何，
只要尽力了
就该觉得满足...

Finally...

I have been waiting for so long...
Finally the AQ training is going to start tmr...
I know it is not going to be easy...

However,
I will train my best to prevent my tears dropping like last time...
I will train my best to show someone that I can do it...
I will train my best to make up my pity last year...


I believe I can,
Do u?

迷失...

It had been three years, since the day I had created this blogger...
Not much things were published for the past three years...
What had actually happened during the three years, was just like a dream,when I wake up, everything will be gone to nowhere...Left me with loneliness...
Sometimes I just can't get rid of some strange thoughts in my mind,
I'm so stubborn,so childish,so useless...
Maybe it is cureless...

Things may have changed if I have the courage and determination to change myself...
When someone is used to sadness or defeat,
will there still be any way to encourage the person??

哭得累了，
想得够了，
怕得慌了，
心也静了...

Gundam Seed